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I looked at myself in the mirror last night and thought that I didn't look too bad.

This either means that I've started visibly loosing weight again or my internal body image has updated again. At the moment I'm guessing a little bit of both.

I've been doing a hell of a lot of chatting via email of late with a certain young man from Canberra (towkarn meet my friends list, friends meet towkarn) and I'm feeling so much better about the world in general as a result.

I have plans to get rid of this huge pile of debt I'm under (short story: when I was younger I did stupid things with credit cards. Now that I'm older I'm having trouble getting rid of what I owe on those credit cards). Once I get paid twice more (so that I theoretically have three pay slips) I'm going to get a personal loan and pay off all my credit cards. I'm planning on taking out the loan for 5 years, but aiming to have it paid off in 2. Now that a solution is in sight I feel a lot more comfortable with my financial state.

I love my friends, work is fun and I seem to be actually getting things done.

Things are good. Thanks.

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halloranelder
Jul. 12th, 2007 04:14 am (UTC)
I've got one. His name is Maff...
towkarn
Jul. 12th, 2007 05:32 am (UTC)
I'm a drug now? Usually people just tell me I'm on drugs... Or tell me they suspect I am, rather.
halloranelder
Jul. 12th, 2007 06:38 am (UTC)
Well, it's the only way I can explain the silly smile on my face.
towkarn
Jul. 12th, 2007 06:40 am (UTC)
How about watching too much slapstick?
halloranelder
Jul. 12th, 2007 06:59 am (UTC)
Oi! Are you saying I've been slapping too much stick?
towkarn
Jul. 12th, 2007 07:03 am (UTC)
I said nothing of the sort ^^ Oh, and thanks for showing me this Pendorwright.com site! I'm only on the second story and already fascinated by the entire thing! (I had to skip most of the first story... gratuitous sex scenes that include females don't really appeal to me)
halloranelder
Jul. 12th, 2007 07:09 am (UTC)
I know, same here, but I find the universe is so fascinating that I'm willing to skip the sex scenes for the rest of the story.
towkarn
Jul. 12th, 2007 07:13 am (UTC)
The sex in the second story is rather more bearable, though I've been skipping bits of it.

I almost laughed myself sick when I read this line, though:
Her hands grasped my buttocks, and slowly her fingers crept closer to my anus, massaging it in tiny circles. I objected a little; I didn't enjoy that kind of stimulation.

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Desert Rose

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in vain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of fire
Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire
And in the flames
Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire

This desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

And as she turns
This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams
This fire burns
I realize that nothing's as it seems

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in vain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in vain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

Sweet desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

Sweet desert rose
This memory of Eden haunts us all
This desert flower
This rare perfume, is the sweet intoxication of the fall

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